Twisted perception

I don't really feel anything when i pen stuff, so normally writing stuff drones out all emotions I'm currently bound to. The sorrow ,morose feeling of unkempt desire pushed back into the depths of my mind. The sudden flashes of pain I feel kept at bay with my mind all caught up in blogging. I guess it works as some sort of way to vent put my feelings? though i really cant feel anything. Marg, if youre reading this, i still miss you, dearly.

RANDOM

Whoa, posting marathon. Haven't updated my blog in a while, not that you may have noticed, whoever you are. Cant say ive been real busy, maybe a little lazy, prolly confused at the moment. Nothin I cant handle, Nothin i didnt have to handle before. Pfft, heartbreak. so whats new? all the same to me

Conduit

Changed the backdrop, thought i'd go with a whole buncha chinese characters, and ironically prolly my weakest subject. Oh whatevs, not like im gonna be condoning chinese anytime soon, thought strengthening it would be a big bonus, anyways, chinese new year's just around the corner, AGAIN. Happy New Years and go rake in the cash...